Words always fail me when I need to write something.
Recently I find myself rethinking through the same questions.
“What am I working for? Why is it that I no longer feel the same about the job as I felt before?”
The feeling is inadequate, yet I’m feeling torn between the urgency to upgrade my skills/knowledge, and whether or not am I cut out for this.
It seems that I entered this line with everything, happy that I’m doing something that I like.
But that feelings’ lost along the way.
Sometimes I cant wait to get off work, sometimes I feel guilty of leaving when I could have stayed/put in more effort.
Its really frustrating at times.
Its that same sense of loss. Maybe its just the usual dwelling and burrowing into your emotions even further.
Like what someone has said, “Since you’re here, just do what you have to to the best you can.”
Yea, i think that’s good advice. =)
Christine replied:
hey girl, it’s ok to break yourself from work once in while to refresh yourself become coming back. esp during the times when u are busy prepping for ur wedding, it is important to catch up with that rest time! dont lose heart, it is often a trap for many to feel so for their job when we are being overstretched and that tired feeling sometimes just gets into us. i did felt that way quite many a times but after each small break it helps heal my soul and like my job much better.
rem to us, everything we do may be small but to others it might be of a great help so highlight these little things to help you enjoy the satisfaction of your job.
September 28, 2009 at 9:30 am. Permalink.